Tuesday, September 14, 2004

I think i stepped into poly and finally understood the term, 'monday blues' coz way back in sec sch n jc, i never Had monday blues..maybe on wednesdays or thursdays i would usually xperience mid-week blues but never monday..but as the day trudged by, it wasnt all that bad..

After lunch, all of us went to the fountain to slack..(which we were deprived of during the term break.I cant believe that term break was like 2wks ago..was there even a break??)Everyone was either reading or listenin to their walkman..caryn was in her own world, probably a bit sad that A-di dao-ed her yesterday. Me?i had no books to study or read, and my discman is spoiled so i ended up staring at the fountain and its inhabitants whom i realised were suicidal..Yar,the fishes in the fountain are Suicidal with capital S sia..i watched them trying to swim their ways up to the platform where the water sprouted out..and once they got their ways up, obviously they're not inside the water anymore so they flapped their ways about on the platform gasping n practically dying..then the platform which is quite slippery(duh,it was in the middle of the fountain after all) caused the fishes to slip back into the water so they managed to live after all..That was interesting i thought, they won't be that stupid to do it again..but NOooO, they swam their ways to the other side of the platform and did it again..geez,talked about morbid games, these fishes are like on suicide missions..or maybe these are one of their ways of entertaining themselves after getting quite giddy swimming around the fountain time n again..Then i fell asleep right there n then since the weather was all nice n sunny..even dreamt that i was holding on to my handphone n it slipped out of my hand n fell into the fountain..that woke mi up ar,then it was time for broadcast..li hui said i looked like a cat all curled up..har,more like a pig who can fall asleep anytime ar hha

As usual, broadcast was quite a waste of time after the 2hrs break..my results for the first two projects were both 'c'; very horrible..:( how to get back to uni path like this..and i know that i totally screwed the 3rd one..now left 2more,hopefully can really buck up sia..if not my results would b quite 'circular' wif the capital C..ouch!-sighs- Hey!i remembered, before broadcast started at like 230,yen lin told a super lame joke,i totally lurve it ar..it was something like there is a Xiao ming who was climbing up a hill.He came across a gold bar and a basket of fishes..but he picked the fishes instead. Why?The answer is damn lame, but super cute ar hha..^^

Then after broadcast came scriptwriting. wasnt in the mood to be creative or 'write' mood to write ar so was juz listenin to wat mr.chok gotta say abt doing varieties n comedies..then he made us do tis movie review variety show and how to write it..i stared at the comp. totally blank ar and started crapping away,which he found it so funny n started laughing out loud..i was like 'what?'and he was like, 'very good'..that was so weird plus i wasnt really payin attention much n got a bit lost abt some technical stuff how to write the openers for the exercise so asked him ar..Still didnt feel like listenin much so i was half-listening,half-typing away..I realised i can write pretty well at the start then i'll lose steam and that is costing me..i hope the docu. project wont b too bad ar coz now that i tink abt it, i had too little frames..-worried-

All in all the day wasnt too bad as it had started out ar..actually the day didnt start out bad,it jus felt bad coz i was draggin my feet to school..n i hardly drag my feet to school!coz i lurrve school life..maybe i'm gettin tired of school ar, oh no!i luv the lessons but projects after projects making me a dull student..n a lethargic one. Had dinner wif the little boy as usual but this time made him eat until he was super full(mission accomplished ^^)and we exchanged jokes for like solid 2hrs ar..tink we were the longest eaters there..anyway his Romeo n juliet joke was awesome ar,but too bad,i scored more points guessing the correct answers to his jokes and he scored like..none?wahaha, die already. i'm startin to go crazy wif jokes n lameness..but it made mi laughed..and i guessed thats impt. No wonder my friend The Lamer is always a happy girl back in PJ.Everyone shud laugh till cry almost everyday,then the days wont b so bad ar..ritez?give or take a smile or 2, you'll never know if someone will benefit from it ..oh ya,piggy's out of hospital i'm so hapi!doctor still cant diagnosed y his left eye is blurred so juz 'released' him together wif some medicine..hhhaha,'released'..sounds like from jail ritez?thats the word i used when askin him durin the visit, 'so when you know you'll be released?' then the little boy corrected me, 'discharged la, wat released'..and i was like 'huh?'..oh yar, release is for me, Released from the TTSH pyschiatric ward on gd behaviour hahaha..

I think my friend is depressed, need to catch up wif her more liaoz.wat she wrote in her blog really showed her sadness which is weird, coz to me, she is the sunshiny girl after all-sighs- Girl,Muz take care hor,dont be too caught up in ur sadness, there's always the sunshine somewhere out there even if it is too far away to see..maybe its even behind ur back ar,cheer up okie.
-hugs- seeya on thursday!~


Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Tuesday, September 14, 2004

12th October 1985