Monday, September 20, 2004

Its one of those days when i feel like crawling under the bedsheets or dashing across the roads...days when i feel unloved, n uncared, when i feel that my existence doesnt make any sense ..that it doesnt matter if i exist or not..its one of those days when i think that maybe the world would be a happier place without me...maybe it is..right?and whats worse there is no one tellin me the other way..coz i knew the onli one whu could pick me up is maybe jus myself,all on my own..always have been,always will does..i dunno y i feel this way..y i can feel so inferior sometimes but maybe thats juz me, the way that i am..itz one of those days that i feel an outcast to the world, to the happiness around me and i'm just watching it all on film, that maybe i could be on it someday...like maybe one day my family could go out n juz be like any other families on a day out..but i know it'll never be..its juz me On My Own


Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Monday, September 20, 2004

12th October 1985