Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Hee,i changed my blogskin.So happy^v^!!Does it look better?I hope so...

Today was a sad sad day,but i shall not elaborate. WEnt to my sis's school wif Mum and had fun disturbing Tahar, one of the special kidz in my sister's class..He actually looked quite good for a boy ar and i know if ever the (abit not right) Indian auntie whu frequents my store(for a Baron's beer) ever steps in da school, she'll curse God/s upside down again for the "unfairness" that he bestowed on these kids, and other misfortunate ppl out there(again..dun ask mi which God she referrin to..)..I actually missed the store after not workin there for a week sia(coz i requested it) and Brenda is not respondin my smses..i really wonder whats goin on in there.They never called mi up to work even though there's shortage of staff..i can foresee that my presence will soon b redundant..even terminated hha~I shall worry when i return though..

STudied a little bit of marketin today,wif the little boy kacau-ing me and refusin to study though his exam is tomorrow..kiddin ar,he was fun company as usual..Finished learnin the 1st 'P' before havin to pack up n go home since the Mac is closing and i had to rush for my last bus home..

Went home to do what..TIS?hha,went home to play ard wif the blog(again)coz wasnt satisfied at the plain(ugly) pink/white/purple dat i had modified,though i luv the origami hearts image..Read up on caryn's blog as lihui had asked me only to stumble upon 3 unknown idiots tokin rot abt ppl they dun noe..alamak,haf a life la;anyhow curse ppl upside down,trippin urself over it for wat..as they said,itz an urban jungle now,where got 'tarzan n jane' anymore..n still got newcome 'calvin'..gee,from where popped up..calvin n hobbes ar..get a life sia.

Oh yar,i wanna tok abt yesterday-how i realised there's so much anger that its not surprising there's wars everywhere..globally,nationally-world wars,civil wars, riots etc..personal wars-wif ur families,ur loved ones,ur friends..even urself(which is the worst of the lot)..Y i came to this conclusion..Coz i was walkin from PS to Suntec, and i came across some ppl..

Mat(malay,'act cool',guy):"KEPALA OTAK DIA LA,INGAT APE *&%#..*^$#&"
(Translated: His Damn head la,think wat...more bad words followed)

Old Chinese Auntie grumbling to a man:"CELAKA PUNYE BUDAK.."
(Translated: Damn that boy/girl..)

Ok,it doesnt sound that bad when i translated it..which is good,but juz visualise their emotions when they said those words..Fiery hatred burns in their hearts..which is bad for health so auntie,muz calm down,do some yoga k..^v^ Still haf alot more like The Baron Lady(the indian auntie whu frequents my store)..

The Baron Lady: "F**K those S'porean idols.they are lousy,they are so selfish and so unconscientious..so shameless to go on tv to perform without those lousy vocals..damn gov'mnt to display such tasteless ppl..Shud focus on those blind,deaf ppl playin music on the streets askin for donations instead.Such beautiful talents, so wasted..God is So unfair..Y HE do this to Good people..i am one of those. i believed i am good,but god treated me so unfairly..F***k the gods..etc etc"(cries) :s

i shall not go on for fear of being sued for blasphemy,but u got my drift..so much anger in such small individuals..who exists everywhere..*scratch head*..Dun they know it takes more muscles to frown than smile..that to follow anger is to follow the devil, and that Nabi Muhammad loves it when u smile or greet those that u loves, rather than ignore or stare in hatred..(Nabi Muhammad is the last angel in the Muslim's beliefs)..that anger raises the blood and cholesterol levels damn high until can die..that anger..is like the prose abt the nails in the fences,that when they are taken out, the holes(scars) still remain..I'm a victim of anger too..sometimes,alot of times..but usually within myself..sometimes its so fiery that others get scalded too,but thats pretty rare..i hope..so when u take out my heart and see,its v.holey..;)

HOpe u all like my new blog outlook.Mi pretty satisfied wif it except for a few stuffs i cant figure out how to change.

Oh ya val,i still havent call ar.no courage*beams*G'nitez!I'm off to study(debatable)..or sleep(cheers!)



Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Wednesday, October 20, 2004

12th October 1985