"It may be broken, but yah, its still good"-Stitch

Hahaha, mi was so happi yesterday coz it was 'lilo n stitch' day in Disney scv channel, so there was alot(i mean alot!!)of L&S shows to watch Throughout the entire day(from 9am to 12:30 midnitez)so damn happy sia, but if only i wasnt so tired to watch everything. Went to help ma'am after work as usual and i was so freakin tired that i juz sat down most of the time wif the p1 kid(whu, coincidentally, had a stomachache and cant train) Hee,the boy so cute; his face so scrunched up with pain until got tears in his eyes. he got mi pretty worried until i thought he'll faint ar. I kept askin if he wants to buy hot milk or lie down or go toilet and he kept sayin 'dowan' wif dat cute small voice of his. THen he made up his mind to go to the toilet and spent an awfully long time that i really thought he fainted there so i got up from the hall and went to look for him, only to find him drying his belt in the toilet. He said the floor was wet but i looked inside only to discover 1 out of 3 cubicles was wet lor "-,- and he chose to go into the wet one. Stubborn little boy then refused to not wear his belt and insist on dryin it so i left him alone la since he's feelin a little better already. Anyway,i was feelin too damn tired to join in the training wif the kid and pretty much became a spectator instead of helpin ma'am out. I missed trainings, and my school's trainings pretty lan in my opinoion ar..Havent been exercising or trainings, only accumulating fats and flabs in the process..

Today came n went n i was actually being civilisd n pretty kind to my damn supervisor. maybe too lonely workin on my own until he came to do bankin at like 1pm..was tinkin since its fastin season, shud give him a chance since he is after all new to the store and everyone's hatin him to the core(yar,incl. me) Went home n waited for mum to get dressed b4 goin out wif her.

Its been so long since i last went out with her n i really missed those times of havin her to myself..yar yar,sometimes i tink i'm selfish..cant help it since i'm the middle kid ar, left to survive in the water on my own while she saves my other siblings, esp my sis who needs it more than i do. Is it wrong that sometimes i feel jealous that i dun haf as much attention as sis? i noe its mean to think that way, but sometimes its true. sometimes she got so angry n frustrated at sis that i'm the brunt of her anger; kena slashed left n rite by her tongue :s Anyway, it was great today though i missed a certain a little boy alot until i mistook the blinds for the colours of the shirt he normally wears..i'm havin hallucinations argh. Oh ya, back to my outin wif mum. She really went all out wif her NEts card; bought sis's clothes for almost $80 odd bucks..and bought my belated presents for $60 bucks..and last week, she spent $200 on my new year clothes..i muz really give her all my pay next month already like tis, dun feel gd that she's spendin so much juz coz she haf the dough for now ar..Since i foresee that i'll b holdin more than 1 job in the coming days, i aimed to put $500 in her account*worried* Can i do it?i Hope so.. But i felt so hapi that i can at least drag her out for some fresh air instead of coop up in the house wif sis. My cousin, his gf and his sis then rejoined us later on at abt 9 and when he went to send his girl home, i dragged my mum n my cousin for ice kachang. Was like punishin my body coz i was already havin a terrible backache(from coughin too mch??) until cant finish the ice kachang, but it was fun juz sittin there and eatin in silence..OH ya, Addy, do you still want the flyin pig diary planner?its quite nice actually if u dun mind the 'pinkish'ness of it:p Shall dat be ur earli xmas present?^v^

Durin the day out, i walked past the 'pretty in tokyo' neoprint shop then remembered all my neoprints taken wif yun n val n others..like wat mr yeo said, pictures taken are like memories captured in print..Yun..val..hmm..when to go out again ar?like so long nvr go out, wat happened ar?oh ya,exams..jia you girls~!^^

i heard one gd quote today from one of the shows in tv mobile but sadly now in no frame of mind to remember it,shucks~

i'm fallin sick again, can feel it wif the ache in the tail of my spine..i wonder if its due to all that fallin down i had for trainings last time :s..or juz gettin old ar...^^ nitez