Wednesday, November 10, 2004

lol,firstly i realised i'm dumb, as correctly pointed out by "jimmy chew" -
http://asiantown.net/blog/fla/are_you_dumb.swf lol!

Secondly,i'm cat-less. i have No cats in the house anymore, absolute zilch,zero cats around. i am Cat-less. N it feels bad. i feel lonely..n the house feels empty without her queenly presence:( Even Kiki's gone n she was around for like 6,7 years..haiz.hopefully she'll come back as she always does..

Thirdly, yah i'm back to my feet, walked away from my despair n stress n self-pity as usual..feels great,feels..normal *shrugs*
"When life gets the best of me, i juz think of you"-Tata young

I cleaned my fridge today*proud*..i am the official fridge cleaner at home and i do the job damn well..maybe i shud consider it a secondary career..or just a career..Ppl always say to hav a job that showcase n brings out the best of ur abilities..um ya,cleaning a fridge is one..Not bad wat,a fridge-cleaning service. i dont think there's one out there in the market...

Anyway,i got my results today..it was the first thing i did after Meemum smsed mi to ask how's life n how's my results..and i was like, huh?results out already meh,where..it was out since 6th nov hha..laggin as usual->me=) ..and my first reaction was?Gross, no 'A' sia..though having no 'E' on it as my jc results had usually produced was pretty pleasing to look at la..but still..pretty rounded results,dun understand the credit thing lei..how come low grade but high credit..or is it the higher the number means lower credit..??!Ok,tis sounded stupid la but like that 'jimmy chew' said, i am dumb,i am a loser wahaha..*shrugs-sunny smile* Thought i had failed 'broadcast' but still got a 'c+' in the end,not bad ar..maybe it was the crappy interview ica i had wif ms soo siew lee..wah lauz,damn crap ar her..i still remember

Me:So as a career woman etc etc..wat does ur husband think of it..

MsSSL: He's fine with it,in fact he doesnt mind. he's a househusband u see

Me:(aghast-i didnt expect that)

Me:Sorry,he's a househusband?U mean he takes care of the household chores n stuff. In the elizabethan era where men brings the dough home, and women stays home to cook n maintain the house, what does he think of the roles being switched around these days?

MSSL: He doesnt mind it at all. I bring the dough home, and he..he takes care of the household chores, the kids..etc

Me:(aghast-this woman is damn crap lo,wanna make me fail isit?I'll take her on)

Me: So what does his parents tink of it then..esp his dad?

Ms SSL: Oh,his dad Was a househusband too you see..so they don't mind. they're the average, modern singaporean family..

Me:(damn her)So it ran in the genes, u mean..(Diaoz!)

(i managed to divert her back to the ica interview topic thankfully)

So crash,bang,damn interview but i tink it pulled mi thru ar, esp after screwin up the stand-upper totally..hated broadcast but ms rose is nice..Sometimes i wonder wat am i doin bein in the media when i hates the spotlight or limelights, but then i remember,i love writing ^v^..but scriptwritin module didnt do as well as expected,waah..pretty sad ar..the 3 modules i sayang;scriptwriting,comp.tech,n marketing..all do ok onli waah..creative module as expected didnt do well la,i knew miss ovidia wasnt impressed by me ..n intro.to media..muz b the paper that screwed me ar..dun like e-exams,urgh. i've decided who i wanna work with in the future..Right Angles, Disney Channel, or advertising agencies..Pixar would be a dream man..i always wanted to work in those children programmes but too bad,i dun luv the camera dat much..oh well...stop dreaming,better start workin harder next sem..real real hard..but thx gdness also i didnt hav the 'a' i wanted in comp.tech module..or i would b seriously thinkin if i had ended up in the wrong course when i could hv gone into Digital media instead..*sunny smile*..it all works out in the end,no choice mah..

Didnt go online for the past few days,almost a week ar cos was workin in expo at the Giants sale..it was a great sale!!i wish i was the customer,will shop till drop sia..the ahem,bras were so dirt cheap!..n the bikinis were like 4bucks..fine,i dont wear,but they could make a gd bra..ok,i shall change topic..workin there was real fun, met alot of nice Giants staff whom some of the names i never really get..but like i told jasper, workin wif them for few days of course they're nice,but when it comes to long term working relationship,it may be a different story..My sales tallied for all 4days*happy* except for the 2nd day when i had shortage of 0.25 cents and jasper had excess of 0.25 cents..we probably mixed up our float earlier on ar..he gave me the excess money so both our sales tallied in the end ar... I had never seen or handle so much money before sia..especially the 3rd day when customers kept giving 50dollar bills so i had like huge stacks of it by nighttime..then it was the 1st time i saw a 1000dollar note in front of my very eyes(not by my counter,but from my mornin shift colleague)..i'd probably gawk if a customer gives mi such a huge bill..Anyway,it was a fun experience working there ar,really learnt how experienced i had become in being a cashier after workin in Cheers for almost a year..the crowd wasnt as teruk as aljunied cheers but to scan n pack huge items like a fan,dvd players,comforters was pretty eye-opening sia..especially if i have no packer by my side..Met a few nice ppl like Evonne,my first day packer*hugs*her friend Wai Shin(also my packer for the 3rd day) n Nurul, another fellow cashier whom i have yet to give my number too..Gillian was the hot cashier but a bit blur when it comes to sales..n yeh,long live the 'mat kentals' of secondary sch age who likes to sound girls few hrs or days after setting eyes on them*rolls eyes*..the lameness of these guys n girls leaves behind a tradition..

Tomorrow takin mc coz mama wanna go for dental appt and no one's ard to take care of sis..felt a bit bad coz i promised brenda i'd work ar..then must return the Giants uniforms n punchcard back to tbc..farnie how that company had changed in my eyes coz used to curse them upside down coz they had paid my salary so damn late ar..but it was thru them where i had met jasper ar, n got to know so many great, and not great ppl around..oh yea,the guy whu handled my first job there i heard was either fired or ran away coz of some problems..gd riddance i said=)..nitez


Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Wednesday, November 10, 2004

12th October 1985