Friday, November 19, 2004

Juz got the timetable liaoz after takin a double take readin caryn's blog. hha,i actually glanced at her latest entry then was clickin on the 'back' button when i saw the word' timetable out' and i had to hit the 'forward' button to reread:p Watching Shark's tale was great yesterday ar, especially c-in u n lihui n meemum again ^v^. Even though watched it for the 2nd time, it was still enjoyable, and reconfirmed my suspicions dat LENNY is a GAY shark!!gosh! "i'm a vegetarian" wahaha!..er,a lizard juz crawled across my wall..

Mum's been sick for a couple of days and i'm feelin like one horrible daughter whu instead of spendin time takin care of her, i was out Workin..and not onli for few hours but like more than 8 hours Everyday!!Damn them,i'm beginnin to seriously hate the management..No 3-days holidays for the Malays to celebrate fully..even some of my colleagues had to work like on the first day of hari raya,damn crap! N b4 dat, one of my colleague's aunt passed away and SHE HAD TO COME TO WORK, no compassionate leave. Damn APEK of a manager..n he employed ppl 2day onli to be trained here and transfer to other places..and he stole my colleagues to work in the indoor stadium for the badminton tournament, leavin mi to work the whole shift alone yesterday afternoon,Boo!!but ok la,i treat the place like my own n started scrubbin here n there..wats worse is like the full-timers so preoccupied wif the makeshift stall that they hardly care wats goin on in the Real store-my workplace.never take out cigarettes, never order buns, never help to tidy up either the office or the store. Had their priorities mixed up i tink..i give up.i'm leaving and the proof is i juz printed out my resignation letter. i AM LEAVING, woohoo!i WIll Leave

*sighs* i juz wanna b a student once more. it seems like everyone did better than me ar in the first sem so muz focus more..i dont wan to work. Now still in sch, i dont haf to work. Later on, i haf no choice but to work so why choose the option of workin now when i dont haf to..har,but if dad wont give mi allowance,i got no choice ar..so tired..oh ya, had an enjoyable time wif my sec sch friends the other day at kbox..though i dunno wat the hell they were singin abt(in chinese, no less) except for jady's singin hotel california(which was quite nice btw) it was fun being wif them again..the grp's gettin smaller n smaller though*ponders*..too bad i had to leave like few hrs later coz someone wanted to send me home ar=) Happy belated bday minli,so sorri i didnt get to wish u on the actual day!Stay smart n pretty alwayz ^v^

Raihan smsed mi abt how nobody seems enthusiastic abt goin out hari raya..*shrugs*..we R driftin apart mah, esp wif everyone havin their own other halves, but mostly, all are beginnin to haf their own Lives ar..nuraini's gonna graduate out of poly soon..n she's the Farthest among us already la, not realli interested wats up wif us oso..in the World that She created on her own right in NYP..without Us..n around her So-called Popular, Pretty Talented friends(whom she tried hard to be also la as wat we 2 can see, but CMI) Azim?dunno lei,i'm not that Close to him..Besides, after the huge fights she had wif her bf abt nurain's bf whu kept callin her, nobody can blame them that the friendship is like a breakin twig already..i hope mine's wont but it could pretty much go that way too..*ponders* Does friendship really ever last? Even if it does, is the same Enthusiasm shared when it begins, stay the same when its lasting or ending?..Sad..Val,yun?are we still watchin the doll master?Or haf u 2 watch already..*sighs*u 2 oso i hardly see anymore..wats up, take care k ..*sad*..

Its the end of the year liaoz..where's everybody is the qn on my mind..huiling, rena, frennies;addy,belle(S!),yirang,amelia(Amk!),justina teo,ming,joy,hani=all of us used to be each other's strength for comfort/support esp durin the times of the a'levels(exactly a year ago) ....val..yun..nuraini..azim..blah blah..hey Ming, are u coming back for xmas from australia??i oso dunno if she's readin my blog hha.

TO the Nus ppl(norisha,addy,hani,yirang?,amelia, isabelle),i noe the exams upon u all now,study hard n enjoy the holz k,best of luck!

To the SIM ppl(Clarabelle,joy) is the holidays over?i dunno lei,but jia you!! THx for ur note,c-belle~Joy?i heard nothing from u, like hani said: "joy, are u still alive?-joy to the world"

To Yun/Val: It was me whu called this afternoon usin my workplace's number ar cos the supervisor wans mi to enquire abt starhub stuff. Sorri he brushed either of u off when 1 of u called back ar..=) Take care my 2 pillars of strength..

KK,now feelin down already after tinkin n writin those thoughts down..i need a hug. Monkey, hug..


Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Friday, November 19, 2004

12th October 1985