Monday, November 22, 2004

Woke up after sleepin for 5hrs after 16hrs of work(night shift thru morning shift till 3pm)...didnt even budge when my grandma's family from my father's side came to visit..coz i cant move!Was sleepin on my parents' bed when i was awaken by their chattering sounds then i realised i was in too much pain(in my back) to move..so i juz laid there, and promptly fell asleep again..my back is super numb, especially after puttin on the medicated plasters..Throughout working the night shift, i wasn't in so much pain until dawn broke..like as though got the blunt edges of a knife pressing against the upper half of my spine..at first sharp, then it became a dull pain..the panadol actifast didnt work but in the end, it felt numb...then the lower back started achin coz of too much standing around on my feet which was logical la(after 16hrs of work)..anyway,i cant figure out y the upper back was/is in pain coz i didnt carry much heavy stuff this time around ar..strange. Anyway,i handed in the resignation letter wif a hint of regret coz i noe i'll miss the place after workin for like 12mths..*shrugs*not like anyone really care that i'm leavin la except my nite shift partner whu cant believe that i'm resignin..Haha,i played a joke on her that she's due for work today from 12-11pm and she actually fell for it and called up the office in a frenzy..i'm so gonna b murdered when we work together(for the last time) tis friday nitez..*sad*..

Anyway, yesterday i watched(For the 2nd time) this lame lame lame chinese movie; 'turn left,turn right' Actually, the storyline wasnt that bad except for the ending which sux!And it was directed by wong kar wai(correct anot?) whu's quite reowned for his works ritez.."-,- Is it that the writers didnt haf time to finish their scripts or wat.."Beautiful is uncertainty, but uncertainty is more beautiful.."blah blah the quote that echoed throughout the movie..but wat i remembered clearly was the "millions of times 2 ppl can passed by each other without falling in love but there is also 1 time when 2 ppl passed by each other only to fall in love; which is called 'destiny'"Hmmz..very true..*smiles*..

Didnt get to see the little boy for 3days now.." i am like someone who has lost her shadow" Nvm,will get to c 2morrow=) coz i really, desperately need a trip to see the doctor b4 my back crumples on me..damn back,wats wrong wif u..first the sprained ankle, now the back..i haf a lousy body.. *tinks* oh ya,the dollmaster i heard is no longer showing..har!That goes to show if u really want to see something, go n watch yourself instead of sittin ard waiting for ppl to acc..*gives up* Fine,it happened alot of times to me but i juz cant get that lesson thru my head..juz bounced off me, boing-boing..

School's startin in a week..*yawns*not realli lookin fwd after seein those 'management' modules we haf to take under VC..sianz liaoz..Mi revamped the timetable tat alex emailed us all and changed the colors until look v.pink..hopefully,it'll haf a positive effect on mi besides lookin all nice n pinky..hopefully,the lessons would also be like dat ar*wishful*..

I cant feel my back..


Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Monday, November 22, 2004

12th October 1985