Monday, January 24, 2005
'Breakaway' chorus:
I'll spread my wings
and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness
and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
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Today i felt pretty complete, which is something rare to me la..always feel like got something missing, something havent do, something i've Forgotten to do(maybe i'm still 4getting ^^)..but today felt complete..Without leaving the house too yay..Monkey came down today to accompany me accompany my sister while my parents went to Expo..It was like one of those rare times they went out 'shopping'..my mum had to fork out the money coz my dad was pretty down n broke after spending most of his pay on his new phone .. then my mum said he took advantage of her by buying two 30 dollars worth of shirts which were too big for him so he has to go down to Robinsons store to change tomorrow..haha..
they bought dragon beard candies(my fave!) and chocolates(my fave too!) for monkey n me but he left beforehand coz he had to go home n mop the house..Left mi on my own to acc my sis then..finished up Latha's script and finished up Azhar's PRint/broadcast scripts..yay,i finished my hw!..n i finished SSL's reports on Friday/Sat too!n i tried studying for WW's test on Friday..not much goes into my head obviously..i mean, as i studied the definitions of the accts n the concepts,i kept thinking 'she's not even gonna test me on this, will she?She's gonna test me on numbers-which i shall then 'die' n 'bury' myself afterwards'..If accts is this theoretical Only,i'll at least have some Hope that i can do well in it..but lemme keep on dreaming..Asked my monkey alot of the acct stuff and i realised he's still good at it even though he barely touches it for like a year plus already since o'levels..wah..so pro..mi so lan even after touching it like every week..Maybe its coz i 'touch-n-go' the lecture notes only:D..
We watched 'Pokemon's First Movie' today on his brother's laptop which he brought..Pikachu is so cute!!so adorableee..PIKA...CHOOoo!..so cute,argh!!..RRRRrrr...Pika,pika!!..Bulbasaur also..'Bulba,bulba'! but Mew is so Cute also..Meow,meow meow..she got a haunting melody with her too..Pika,pika!!Lalala,i'm goin pokemon-mad again!..Pika,pika!AAargh,i'm in love with Pikachu!..i dont remember him so cute when watching the cartoon series the other time..i only remember i like Meowth whu's a silly,silly pokepet wif the Team Rocket..Aaargh,i'm melting..PIKA....CHooO!*hugs*
So,got my parents to go out n enjoy themselves(i tink..they dunno how to go Expo n ended up walking 5 bus stops there from Tanah Merah dotz.)..got my monkey wif me...got my sister's behavin herself..done my homework n part of the projects..n got Pikachu!!!!!Pika,pika...CHOooO!
n he knows wat to dread for the next few days coz i'll be going 'Pika,Pika!!!...CHOoo!!!'..Awww..*hugs everyone*
Though i felt very happy today,i know somewhere out there somebody is crying and ranting at tis huge, cruel world..Maybe its one of the tsunami victims, maybe its someone close to me..maybe its somebody else where something horrible has happened to them in ways i could never fathom or imagine...If i could,i'll extend my shoulder n my hug to that person..anyone at all..to tell them the world does have its roses..its jus hiding behind all the thorns dats all..*hugs to anyone who's feelin damn suay n down*..Take care, god bless..IF i could, i wanna be there with them..to tell them life will be ok somehow..n succumbing to death is not the easy way out..Love, Siti
Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Monday, January 24, 2005
12th October 1985
