Sunday, January 09, 2005

Um,lets observe the minute of silence in respect of the tsunami victims..but i can type ritez?hee..ok,i tink its been more than a minute but i shall continue keepin quiet..does the traffic stops too?coz i tink i hear the vehicles on the road also stopping..

First thing first,i Gave uP on my nose..it can run off for all i care!!since the start of the semester, its been tryin to run away..go la,b4 i pull it off once n for all..if J n I were to have kids in the future, our kids would be nose-less coz we both got bad sinuses -.-! Juz crappin la, no harm intended..

Anyway,i went for my 1st religious class after a v.long long time(since like sec 2 where i refused to come back n study anymore..i still dunno wat became of my exams results, dont tink i did well hha!!) This class is shorter n its nearer..n i'm draggin Raihan along next week for some company,yay!!..but the class is made up of younger teens..n i felt damn old la..worse still if they're smarter than me..i felt so bloody stupid but i shall persevere n learn, n not run off!! My prayers been answered, its time i stick to it..If raihan do come along, then after the lesson can go n bowl hha~..Oh ya,i almost brought my huge poker cards to the religious class coz it was in my back..damn farnie ar..imagine playin daidee wif the rest of the class when the religious teacher walks in..i shall stop my addiction..n learn other card games..lihui, teach mi spades soon k?somehow, i tink i'm a bit adversed to learnin bridges but dunno y also..J taught mi poker yesterday at BK hha..not that fun lo coz depends on luck, not strategy..

Somehow, i tink i came to poly n became more shallow in my thinkin(shame on me)..though my mind is still actively thinkin, its not thinkin deeper like i used to..As compared to my old diary, this diary seemed more casual n yah,shallowed..I guessed the absence of learning literature n mr yeo's lessons are takin an effect on me..i missed learnin abt lit..the freudian stuff, the underlying meanings of actions n words..the primal nature of Man n his possible beastiality..how his actions depict his subconscious state of mind..the archetypes of things like colours n nature..like wat lilies depict..argh,i missed lit!!i missed geog too..the plate tectonics, the slopes..the waves..the wrath of mother nature(but i can read that in the papers these days la..only that i Want more of the Geog info that i learnt-which of course is not written in the papers la-how many journalists learn geog anyway)..It'll be fun if poly got such modules...or even psychology modules like nursin students haf la..i want deeper-meanin modules!!not like how to Manage this n that n especially not manage accounts!!Even MDA ppl are Scared of ACCOUNTS..i mean its fun la i mus admit, but do we REally need to Know all this to work in the media industry?..All the good media ppl learnt from experience lor..

Knowing mi, i'll incur more bad debts than anyone else lor..i cant remember how many times i paid 10cents or 20cents or even a dollar for the kids or elderlys whu came to my workplace n were short of money..dotz..There was this MINDS student whu came to buy drink n didnt haf money..guessed wat,i paid lor!!which was fine by me la, but if anyone else noe, i'll sure b scolded for being too kind..haiz,i'll make my company bankrupt faster than anyone ar..Can even donate alot of money when i myself dun haf money to spend on myself..where got ppl who's broke donate so much money..haiz..

K,shall stop n go bugis now..i am hungry again..^^


Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Sunday, January 09, 2005

12th October 1985