Monday, January 10, 2005

Gracie Lou Freebush: Yeah, I was dating him for a while because he told me he had an incurable disease...
All Girls: ooh.
Gracie Lou Freebush: Yeah, I didn't realize it was stupidity.

Ok,just watched Ms Congeniality for the 3rd time n i ended up online lookin for the script..which is awesome lor..its damn hilarious, n sarcastic, n witty..Salute the scriptwriter man..I tink its like the funniest script ever..Without even readin the script, the movie's already a stand-up on its own la..Combined wif the acting, it made a super duper funny movie..somehow, i tink its funnier than 'dodgeball' which is also a funny,but Lameness written all over it..*hugely satisfied*..so good~

Thought i saw him yesterday when i was wif my dear..Wearing white, he was like the 'angel' that i used to think of him..i didnt understand y alot of ppl dislike his attitude,probably i nvr will la..I tink it was him..he cut his hair n was neat, the way i used to remember him as..the way i used to like him as also..The moment i saw, i was like a bit stunned coz i knew his train stop home was before mine..it looked exactly like,the build everything..i tink it was him..n deep inside, i felt a tinge of the sadness of the 'luv' i used to harbour for him durin sec-school days n halfway thru jc life..which was like 3.5 years?

Lookin at J,i never regret being wif him..but lookin at the "lost luv" dat was standin in front of me,i couldnt help but thought 'what if'..Yet i knew that being wif my dear Is the 'right' choice..I looked at my dear, n i looked across to where 'he' was standin..Deep inside, i knew he saw..n he knew i saw..then he disappeared like suddenly..i tink he went into the minimart at the bus stop or he went back to take the train home..-sad-..i could've approached him but i never did..J was askin mi y i was lookin at the busstop when i'm already on the bus..i juz replied 'oh,i thought i saw a friend, thats all'..n thats all we'll ever be..All my friends were ritez,he simply played me out..

But wat he taught mi was valuable..the time i tot i "loved" him..those times were like playing a game.."love is like a game.its up to u if u wanna b a sore loser n gets hurt"..but eventually, life moves on..I did,he did..n i know i luv my monkey.*smiles* Times wif a monkey can get pretty rough, but nobody says life or even love, is easy..in this case, whateva happens, both of us will get hurt..its not just mi loving him,but him lovin me..its not a one-sided love affair where i'll be the only one who doesnt mind gettin hurt..as long as i knew he wont be hurt..I still play by this rule of mine..Never to hurt my monkey carelessly(though sometimes i did la, out of frustrations)..thats y i nvr use my skills against him..n he knew that damn well..


Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Monday, January 10, 2005

12th October 1985