Wednesday, February 16, 2005

mama has a chicken, mama has a cow..dad is pleased but he dunno why..Cow&chicken..

Y cant life be a cartoon..y cant the world be a cartoon world..then every girl will find their prince charming and every story hasa happy ending..the day will be saved by either the ninja turtles, the power rangers or sugary sweet the powerpuff girls..captain planet oso can la..n the bad guys like mojojo,the bushes, osamas n the mad hussein can all fight it out inside their dirty jail cell wearing black n white stripey jail attire..Animals can talk n comfort humans..while it is true in real life that animals served as creatures of comfort in this uncertain, bad bad world..if only they can talk,it'll be much much more entertaining..If not animals,cute robots from the future can do also...i wont mind a doraemon around with me..i would love to have Pikachu! trailing after me..pika pika!!..And every tear shed can turn into a crystal n every kiss given will bring a loved one back to life..what an idealistic world it'll be..

Fine,i am being idealistic..not an ideal one in this world of so many knocks n bruises..y am i tokin abt cartoons..coz i juz watched snippets of Rugrats now at 2am in the morning..finally done with the news bulletin board which is done quite badly also coz i'm worn out..

Anyway,i sent my jc frennie's bf(who is also my friend)to the airport coz he's flying off to do his degree in Australia....had to rush from school to khatib to take the bus to the airport...all the while carrying a huge piece of styrofoam which broke a little in the bus la..ugh,my blood spilled out while i was walkin to the living room..cool but gross..reached the airport like twenty mins before he had to go..bumped into him b4 seein isabelle n he tot i was juz there passing by..n i was like..i'm here to see u off la dotz..

Anyway,realised All the frennies not there for they are supposedly busy with schoolwork n stuff..wateva la ar...isabelle was trying hard to hold back her tears la n she managed quite successfully..until he left..tried to comfort her but its quite hard with one hand carrying the humongous styrofoam n all..so juz hugged herfor awhile n let her cried her heart out ..at which point i also wanna cry la..shit..before that,i already felt teary-eyed n he's not even my boyfriend..told Yanjie the geography student that i felt like cryin n he replied that isabelle probably passed the sadness to me instead..-.-..

anyway,isabelle left wif her bf's sec school friends or jc? friends for she said she's takin a cab so she can be alone..to cry..waaah..cannot stand it,i wanna cry also..n i did lor,on my way back to t2 to take the mrt home..crazy me..i kept askin myself why..why am i crying when he's not even a close friend...most probably coz i envisioned how it'll feel like if i was in isabelle's shoes n monkey is the one leaving..i already dread the thought of him in ns..but to leave for overseas studies is ..will just kill me la....so i called monkey..

he was watchin 'police n thief' but was interrupted by my call..told him how i felt n what happened n all..n said if it was him leaving,i'll probably 'dieded' there at the airport..n his normal reaction..he went 'har har'..dotz..n i told him to cheer me up n he jus made that funny sound wif his tongue..which cracked me up ar..

*sighs*maybe when one grows old with age, one tends to get a bit overly emotional..someone told me that if u love a person or something so much, god'll taeke it away from that person..but the qn is, will he give them back..?its 254am now..shall go n conk myself out..gdnitez

isabelle,be strong..he'll return one day..like ur nick,it said how many 200 plus days left till seein him again??

me,stop cryin at other ppl's farewells..ur tears arenot needed or appreciated :p!

monkey?you're my angel..*smiles*

Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Wednesday, February 16, 2005

12th October 1985