Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Shit la,i haf a crush..its been like so long..way b4 i got myself attached n way b4 i meet my dear..way back in jc life was when i had my last crush..n now its coming again..shit,lemme duck!..
No worri,i noe myself best la..still loving my monkey the same ..its juz a crush..but shit,he's so damn innocently cute lookin la...note the word innocent..yah,i guessed i like tat kinda guy-look..tats y my monkey got the best look of all hahaha..

Ppl say its not gd to be crushin on others if ur attached..tat means ur not faithful or ur sick of the relationship..no worri,i noe its neither..Anyway,i tink thats quite bullshit,coz when he's cute he's cute get wat i mean..no amt of loyalty or luv will stop u from going 'he's cute'..argh shit he's cute..then again he reminded mi of a certain someone who asked for my number back in jc life..a certain someone whom i tot was cute also until i realised he's a playboy n walk ard wif 2 girls or more wif him..-.- Rich playboy,but emotional one..still, he remained the 'cute jerk' la..

Anyway,back to tis crush..*sighs*he's cute..very cute..both looks n personality wise ar..hmm,personality wise is act cute but nvm..goes around tinkin that girls think he's cute..dotz..but he is la *give up*..but when he goes all quiet n look at u wif that eyes,wah kaoz..he's damn cute la..n makes mi tink he has an other side which i will really like to noe more abt..IF I WAS single of course..He is one reason y i have not been helping out wif cleanin the dojo for 2 weeks ar coz he'll be there for sure ar..and then he'll know for sure that i'm crushin ..aiyah,he already told mi to my face 'eh,u think i'm cute right'..dotz..-.- yea,u are right,shuddup..*smiles*..Today,he caught mi lookin at him when training..shit la,i 'died' already..wats wif the fact he kena chosen by Sirch alot of times today also urgh..like givin mi more opportunities to look at him...All the while my monkey is outside waitin for mi..aww..i'm bad..but anyway,today's trainin is bad..all coz of one stupid 'ballerina' whu had to poke his nose into other ppl's business..>.<..

i'm a goner tonite..must wake up at 6 to help ma'am 2morrow b4 goin to sch..wah..i shall b a zombie for another day 2morrow..gdnitez la..i'm gone.

'Long time coming' 'den u look in my eyes n i have it all once again..its been a long time coming down tis road..n now i know wat i've been waitin for.. like a lonely highway i'm tryin to get home..love's been a long time coming...didnt noe i was lost till u found mi...didnt noe i was blind but now i see..'..

'Greatest story ever told'

'Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could've prayed for
There you are
If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand.
Tonight its you and I together
I'm so glad I'm your (girl)
And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I left my heart to you
That day. But if destiny decided
I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you tonight?'

thats juz parts of both songs..he finally responded..his response was 'too long la'..-.- *give up*..Pika!!n my heart goes da-dum-da-dum-pika-chuuuuu!PIKA!
*dreaming of my monkey*..Oh ya,mr.azhar saw monkey wif mi outside the staff room the other day..n he was like cranin his neck to hav a better look at him lik dat..o.O..wonder if he remembers monkey as the guy whom he poke fun at when monkey was cross-stitchin outside the classroom last semester..i still LOL when i remembered him commentin abt 'the guy who's cross-stictchin outside the classroom..-.-!

*hugs*


Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Wednesday, February 02, 2005

12th October 1985