Saturday, February 26, 2005

Like Crush the turtle goes..'and you go WHOA..then you go Whoa...and then u were like whoa..x.x'..thats how i went ...after taking the muscle relaxant pills for my stiff neck...No wonder i felt so strange..like i'm feelin drunk but not drunk..coz i dunno how its like to B drunk actually..n its like i'm feelin high but then i'm not that high coz everything ard mi is on slow mode,incl. myself..n yea,i could still think so i wasnt that high to begin with..but its like i can poke anythin n it'll bounce back to me that kinda feel..err..wat am i tokin abt..now my brain has gone WHOA..X.x.

n it took mi 2 days to realise that..dotz..n it has to hit mi during raphael's class when i frantically took out my medicine to see if there's anything drowsy that i had ate..Total:None..but i was still going whroar..then i saw the words 'muscle relaxant'..n i was ohhh..n whoaa..y the hell am i still eating that anyway i asked myself..ANswer:no idea..NO wonder la...

So went home after buyign dinner for my mum(i luv to buy her dinner coz it means she wants to eat the dinner la..n her meals arent that regular anyway..*hugs*)..did my evening prayer while all the time i was goin 'whoar..'n i wonder if my prayer can actually be accepted with That medicine in my bloodstream n turning my head inside out..so after tat i conked out...till 1205..whoaa..i woke up at midnite:D..coz mum dragged mi out off bed to ask mi eat my dinner..

which i still haf no appetite for..sadly or fortunately, after the demam saga earlier this week my appetite had gone down alot!..hopefully,if it stayed that way,i can lose some wt hha..On the way out of school, a tkd member stared at me n went like 'u from tkd right'..n i was like 'yea..bye!' so nonchalantly ..i had wanted to add 'yea..n like no,i've quitted' hha..he wasnt wearing any gee either so maybe he skipped too..bad boy..junior belts shouldnt skip,they've got so much to learn..as for me,i shud juz go back to a junior belt la ar..my black belt becomin white with all the dust collected from my drawer anyway:D..

haiz..no tkd..no more sch aikido too..must make effort to go down tanglin to train N to get my results..dawn already got hers(congrats girl,u deserved it..actually u deserved a double!)..haiz..didnt go out wif monkey coz he was bz with his project so i went home straight to get rid of me feelin 'whroarr..'..i already felt bad enuf i cut yesterday's date short coz i was still going 'whoaa' n at tat time,i couldnt figure out y yet la..so mean..tis week is like the first week we spent time apart more than together..so sad..:'(..i hope tis wont continue though..or we'll get too caught up tat we dont want to spend time together..*sighs*..

on the way home,i started thinkin of all the 'promises' i had made him..n all the 'promises' he had remember even if i didnt remember..n i tot,wat if there's promises i made but couldnt remember....i noe i didnt remember askin him to make those roses for mi but he did..*scratch head* .. i noe i promised him to buy the shirts for us two, n i did for his bday..he was so happi*pleased*though it wasnt same design or colours but its like a 'pair shirts' that kind..n i promised him i want to get a cargo pants but till now,havent find the right Size or Price yet..cargo pants can b so damn ex la..i shall save up juz to buy a gd quality one just for him..hmz..y cant i be like him n 'make' him somethin like he alwys do for me..the materialistic gene in me juz go 'buy,buy,buy'..but making somethin is more sincere..hmm.but then hor,if i make stuff for him,he'll probably criticise it coz his handiwork n cutlery skills are Better than mine..haizzz

anyway,i've stopped goin 'whoa' after my nap..n i stll havent find ppl to interview for my report abt the elderly or the disabled n their grudges with takin public buses yet..cham la..anyway,better get back to touchin up my blogskin which i changed within a few mins b4 the last class started juz now :D..cya~!

Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Saturday, February 26, 2005

12th October 1985