Saturday, February 26, 2005

Why..WHY..?!Whyy..if its god's will,whY?..

In my culture/religion,it is never encouraged or gd to ask 'why'..it is like almost blasphemous to defy god's words or challenge the maker who had made us whom we are today..so i shall not ask y...

instead,i shall go the other angle..Rules..Religion..y must there be laws n y must there be religions..Yea,we all know we need to obey the laws to restore the natural balance btw gd n bad, justice n evil..we need to obey s'pore laws so we wont land in jail..without laws, there'll be disorders n chaos on earth..y must we haf religion then?y must we fight religion against religion just coz we think our religion is the Right one...its a sad sad world out there, n it hurts each individual of both religions..so isnt it better to be religion-less..?its almost *syirik for me to say or even contemplate this..no,i am not and had never contemplate givin up my religion..but how do ppl who haf given up theirs feel abt it?do they feel 'free'?..do they feel liberated..do they feel lost?..i'm just wondering...for those who are atheists,y do they feel strongly against following a religion...y do they need to feel that 'freedom' that noone n nobody n no god will be able to control your destiny..even if it may end up costing ur loved ones like ur friends n families?..is it really 'freedom' these ppl feel...*Sorri if i step on any toes of any atheists readin this*..

Being born a muslim, religion has always been a part of me..its a part of who i am..its a part i can never give up no matter wateva it may cost me...no matter how much it hurts mi..anyway,i shall end coz i'm feelin too tired n a lil sick to my stomach...

Last line of surah al-kafirun(The Non-islamic ppl) in the al-quran: 'N u go with your religion, n i'll go with mine...'

Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Saturday, February 26, 2005

12th October 1985