Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Its not fair!
its NOT fair..
its seriously NOT fair
I noe nobody said anything is Fair
but tis is seriously not fair..
i'm being childish here but so what
nobody teach nobody how to grow up n deal wif it
we all juz 'deal with it'..well,define 'deal'

Its not fair we haf to split when we still haf so much love
its not fair when its obvious its only each other dat we want
its that simple..yet its not..
we tried to make it simple,it almost seemed like it
but in the end,we failed too..for reality struck us dat very nitez
no hope..no future..y together..so goodbye
when its so obvious we dont wan to let each other go in the 1st place
we still dont la..

Yesterday i hurt n i cried n i healed n i smiled
n earlier,i tot i had been strong once more
but now i crumbled

yesterday he was in 1 piece n he was strong n i was not
yet today is the other way round
n now, both of us stumbled without each other shadows to lean upon
we could easily be together once more
its dat easy..coz we still love each other the same..
except for the distances
nothing really change..
but everything has..changed,tat is..

That nite,the sea quietens while we made our minds to split
it was so eerie, like its listenin to our conversation
the breakin of our hearts echoes the silence ard us..
which was weird,coz before tat it was super noisy..brr..

i guessed reality woke us up in really weird timings
when we tot our love is so strong we can overcome anything
but then its so strong tat its hurtin both of us
coz the only thing we ever want
is to come back to each other
n forgo reality n logic
like in the movie theatre
where we paid $8.50 to suspend reality
for that few hours in alternate realities of the 'movieworld'
n for that few hours..tats all we are askin for once more..
its that simple
but it'll never be..

maybe..if our love has been as strong as we had tot in the first place, y didnt it overcome the thing that set us apart from the v.beginning..our religions.

Siti Nuraishah :+: Landed On :+: Tuesday, March 01, 2005

12th October 1985